The roots of despair

Reading through Ecclesiastes is a very enjoyable "wake-up" to life.  It hits me that he really thought about what life was basically all about, and he makes some rather startling and honest confessions:

Ecclesiastes 3:9-13 (ESV)
⁹  What gain has the worker from his toil?
¹⁰  I have seen the business that God has given to the children of man to be busy with.
¹¹  He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also, he has put eternity into man’s heart, yet so that he cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.
¹²  I perceived that there is nothing better for them than to be joyful and to do good as long as they live;
¹³  also that everyone should eat and drink and take pleasure in all his toil—this is God’s gift to man.

And this is at its basic core, a simple way to view living.  God is good, everything he does is beautiful...so let's enjoy God in the very basics of life...BUT Reality Check Time:

Ecclesiastes 1:8-11 (ESV)
⁸  All things are full of weariness; a man cannot utter it; the eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing.
⁹  What has been is what will be, and what has been done is what will be done, and there is nothing new under the sun.
¹⁰  Is there a thing of which it is said, “See, this is new”? It has been already in the ages before us.
¹¹  There is no remembrance of former things, nor will there be any remembrance of later things yet to be among those who come after.

He, sometimes we, cannot see beyond the repetition of life that there's a "new" beginning to things.  Sometimes people get so stuck in their self-thoughts that all they can hear is their own voice telling them that nothing is going to change, nothing can be done to make things better.

One of my favorite authors, Henri Nouwen said it best:
“Over the years, I have come to realize that the greatest trap in our life is not success, popularity, or power, but self-rejection. Success, popularity, and power can indeed present a great temptation, but their seductive quality often comes from the way they are part of the much larger temptation to self-rejection. When we have come to believe in the voices that call us worthless and unlovable, then success, popularity, and power are easily perceived as attractive solutions. The real trap, however, is self-rejection. As soon as someone accuses me or criticizes me, as soon as I am rejected, left alone, or abandoned, I find myself thinking, "Well, that proves once again that I am a nobody." ... [My dark side says,] I am no good... I deserve to be pushed aside, forgotten, rejected, and abandoned. Self-rejection is the greatest enemy of the spiritual life because it contradicts the sacred voice that calls us the "Beloved." Being the Beloved constitutes the core truth of our existence.” 
― Henri J.M. Nouwen

It all comes down to who's word we believe...God's or Other's (including our own self) words.

Peace